hy im q12 and im rookie in sort of programming and I NEED HEEELP.
what is on my mind is a little hard to explain.I try my best.
I know how to declare a variable, a function, to write a string of characters or numbers (I still looking in tutorials and depict from there what i need to know) but...WHAT I DONT KNOW is how the heck i USE them?
At "what" or "how" are you thinking when you make a program?
I try for SOME LOooNG TIME to understand but I think im too stupid to understand from pages on the net (or i dont find THAT tutorial who can explain right for me).
I try a lot of programing languages starting with pascal,c,c++,darkbasic,alice, Visual-c,c#,c++,basic,php,even assembler, some programing zones in Excel and Word but from all of this i cant manage to understand the life behind the words.
im desperate.
pleeeeease give me some nice hints,points,tutorials,pdf's,torrents, everything from what i can master the skill of writing a program.
I hope you understand my problem.
thank you very much in advance.

I'd like to suggest the book that I'm writing. Though I don't have the completed version done yet, the initial drafts of the chapters are posted on the web site. Hopefully it will explain what it is you are looking for.

If not, post more specific questions here and we will see if we can answer them.